I cant think of one. [entries|friends|calendar] Bettie VaVoom [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[22 Mar 2004|11:35pm] everytime i try to write in this thing i just dont know what to say. My brain is overloading right now it seems like,.,, between the changes that i want to make with my kids... my life ... it all just seems so overwhelming.... couple that with the fact that it seems like i cant type anymore .... im a confused little girl. Im having a hard time finding my self esteem ... my sexuality ... my self respect ... myspirituality... i guess maybe its to much to look for at one time.... everything gets so jumbled .... i dont know where to start so i dont start at all. i fucking hate my life. i wish i wasnt so mentally fucked..then maybe i would have some semblance of happiness. heh .. yea that will ever happen. hooray for self destruction and the damage it does! new betsy diary ... take one. (cry baby cry)

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